Life is simply beautiful ♥

2009-08-10T18:51:00.001-07:00

SY obba got me today.

After we walked around old pasadena under the scorching sun, the both of us were restless and sleepy. Consequently, he wanted to go home and take a short rest. But as we drove a mile away to my house, he suddenly decided to pass sleeping and just go straight away to the cafe we are at now to study.

he told me we were going to Mak cafe. From the name, i guessed it's a mexican cafe as this cafe is located near a mexican neighbourhood. I kept shouting saying i dislike mexicans and refused to go there. He agreed with me, we are going to a mexican cafe, he said. I became kinda furious and kept on insisting that there's no way i would step into a mexican cafe. He then told me how cozy the cafe is, and how the cafe has good sofas that would make you fall asleep. We then arrived at our destination. I noticed the sign outside the door that says Mak. Then i slowly realized about this cafe. I read about this cafe before. And finally realized that he just got me. Angry and screamed for nothing!! Lol even more furious i hit him on the arm a lot of times haha.

not a mexican cafe. A super cozy Korean cafe indeed. With the first banana milk i'm having in the states and my very first sweet potato cake!!!! ;)

KOREA

2009-07-25T22:55:00.001-07:00

anyone is interested to get some stuff from korea?

or korean online shopping malls?

just e-mail me at

j.novia@hotmail.com

my friend went back to korea last night and she told me that she's willing to take some orders for my readers or basically everyone.

located in Seoul, South Korea & Glendale, California

be it merchandise, clothes, or cosmetics! hurry up! she'll be in korea for a month=]

*cheers!

nyaaaaaaaaaa!

2009-07-23T18:36:00.000-07:00

here i am!
first session of summer officially ends;
a few more days till someone is back but i shall see if we are still meant to be together=/

it's scary how i like someone so much that i'm almost obsessed couldn't help but to cry when i heard that he's not that into me=(
oh well, C said he's still waiting for me. maybe another 3 of 4 years he'd call me up for a reconciliation and we'd end up together. i'm not hoping for it to happen though, i'm not sure what i want either.

next week math class will start,
i'm eyeing on the pink balenciaga bag and planning on buying it, i hope i'm making a right decision choosing the pink balenciaga bag over the classic chanel wallet.
no no photos yet again,
but my facebook has tonnes of photos in it so check it out!
i'm gonna spend my weekend at universal studio with the korean gang, tomorrow is still undecided but i wanna meet dally unni so much:( since she's gonna go back tomorrow night!!
my weekend is without homework YAY!:)

i update my twitter almost every hour so follow me there!
twitter.com/jessicanovia

xoxo, little j;)

time

2009-07-13T05:17:00.000-07:00

in fact, none of them matters,

it's only time that matters.

it has been forever since the last time i updated, hasn't it?

i'm sorry for being a bad blog keeper these days. with twitter it just seems easier y'know.

it's been quite long since i haven't cried too.

but my heart has been shouting for someone so dearly..

i'm still waiting, eagerly waiting for that someone to come back..

so far life's been so good. with janser & marissa as my great companions;)

& my other dearest friends..

i don't know where i should start!really! too much been going on:b

follow me @ twitter to stalk me:b

twitter.com/jessicanovia

remember that i still love you,

no matter what;

tweettttt

2009-07-07T17:02:00.000-07:00

follow me @ twitter.com/jessicanovia

blogger failed me these past few days,

consequently, i ran away to twitter :b

2009-06-29T17:20:00.001-07:00

Setting up a twitter account cus i have too little things to say there days!! By the way i just saw a super cute asian in the library!!! What i mean by super cute is really cute!!+a killer smile!!die.

a dream;

2009-06-23T10:22:00.001-07:00

She borrowed my phone & she didn't have the time to give it back to me as she was rushing to go somewhere else. Consequently, she passed my phone to a guy and asked him to give it back to me. I had to call her and ask that guy's number to call him in order for me to get my phone back. I asked her what's his phone number, without asking her who he is. I called that guy and questioned him about my phone and where he was. I thought I would just go to him and take my phone from him, but he offered to come and give it to me personally. He asked me where I was, I directed him to where I was and a few minutes later, he was right in front of my eyes.

He was 'M', the charming guy. He came by and gave my phone back to me. I asked him if he would come to my birthday party that night, and he said yes. I led him into my hotel suite. He held me in his arms and kissed me lightly. As far as I knew, he has a girlfriend. I was wondering if I should ask him about his girlfriend right after when he kissed me, but I thought again, maybe I should just enjoy what I had. I held his hand and walked him around my hotel suite and introduced him to my family, friends and the rest of my party guests. I introduced him as my fiancè. He didn't look confuse at all, nor angry. He just smiled the whole time while he greeted all my guest.

Fin

sim sim hae!

2009-06-20T21:39:00.000-07:00

everyone's drinking.. only me and marissa don't..

hahahaha..

& sangheon obba is gone! TT_TT i'm gonna cry tonight lol;;

it's..

2009-06-17T00:00:00.001-07:00

it's getting so hard to control my feeling towards him..

it's been only a week but i miss him so much already..

& every time i think of him, i feel so lonely and empty..

this is crazy. and i am supposed to wait for another month and 20 days.

how am i gonna survive?

by the way, it's vegas tomorrow!

crazy huh? yeah we were just saying let's go to vegasssss & suddenly everyone just yes-ed to the idea HAHHAHA

glad

2009-06-15T00:26:00.000-07:00

i'm just super glad:)

i didn't cry and i don't need to cry anymore^^

happy:]

2009-06-12T07:50:00.000-07:00

i just hung up a phone call,

an international phone call.

maybe you don't know how happy i am,

it's indescribeable:]]

he promised that he would call, and he did it.

i'm so glad:D

& this is from this morning while i was still sleeping

자리 안 비움 says: (6:06:10 AM)

hey

자리 안 비움 says: (6:06:10 AM)

자리 안 비움 says: (6:06:34 AM)

jess

자리 안 비움 says: (6:06:44 AM)

sleeping? kk

자리 안 비움 says: (6:06:48 AM)

i am home now

자리 안 비움 says: (6:18:36 AM)

hehe

자리 안 비움 says: (6:18:39 AM)

u r sleeping ~

자리 안 비움 says: (6:18:55 AM)

argh ..

자리 안 비움 says: (6:18:59 AM)

i am so tired now.

자리 안 비움 says: (6:19:05 AM)

no energy now kkk

자리 안 비움 says: (6:19:16 AM)

but

자리 안 비움 says: (6:19:30 AM)

if u r here , i am gnna go meet

자리 안 비움 says: (6:19:31 AM)

hehe

자리 안 비움 says: (6:19:39 AM)

miss u TT

자리 안 비움 says: (6:19:57 AM)

jalja~~

자리 안 비움 says: (6:20:17 AM)

contact u soon

자리 안 비움 says: (6:20:21 AM)

bye `

it is the little surprises that you do;

for one might seems so quiet,

you are way above what people could imagine.

"내 사랑"

2009-06-10T14:22:00.000-07:00

6 weeks, it's too long:(

honeybunchhhhh♡

2009-06-09T19:15:00.000-07:00

i'm so afraid,

i'm so afraid that one day i'll lose you..

i'm addicted to you,

that i can't bear to see you leaving me..

it's every of your kisses & your touch that keeps me alive;

peek-turrrrsssssss

2009-06-06T14:46:00.000-07:00

so, here are the pictures;) i'm sorry for having such some lazy fingers lazy to simply send over the pictures from my phone to the macbook. heh:D

graduation ceremony. it was terribly hotT_T

ryosuke mabuchiiiichichichcichichcichiii>"<

you know you love me,

xoxo, j.

2009-06-05T20:42:00.001-07:00

@Outback with chika chris roy marvin gg jesmai and denis hehe went to grad ceremony for ryosuke mabuchi n noriko murakami hahaha.. Im glad i came;)

2009-06-04T23:01:00.001-07:00

Time sure flies.. Haha.. I don't know what i'm doing~ me and the two of them.. It's sure complicated >< i'm so confused too.. Now we are all always together too.+ it's like i'm in the middle they are my wings..and i can't fly without my wings..

Tell me what to do..

2009-06-03T11:06:00.001-07:00

It's raining..

i love rainy days a lot, but not when i'm sick, like today.. It's a nice day, windy, cloudy, and showery; but i have an exam later tonight and i really hope that it's not gonna be any colder or i think i won't be able to study for business tonight.. I have to finish 1 and a half chapter, yesterday's remaining, didn't finish all 4 yesterday as when the night came i had a terrible migrain on the left side of my head, maybe i just studied too much hahaa..

updating from phone is so much fun! I think i'm getting a blackberry soon! I'm gonna ask them if i purchase the curve now and trade it in later for the bold one><
lol.

see you folks;)
~ xoxo

2009-06-02T12:31:00.001-07:00

Updating from my phone againn~ i'm sorry for not updating for so long!! It is finals week, and its been quite busy on me..me, gg, jessica n roy are goin to eat now (we are on the way); i got an A for my mass comm paper hahaha>< chh i hv to studyy later, i should be able to cover at least 4 chapters today arghhh....life s sure hard t.t~

again-

2009-05-28T00:33:00.000-07:00

it's not an argument.

nor a fight.

but this tears just won't stop..

please, just once again, hug me tightly..

you can't go like that..

i know it's really selfish asking you to stay,

and now i feel bad for calling you a selfish..

but you really are one,

you plans are important,

more important than me.

i don't want your future to be ruined or delayed just because of me..

i'm not your future,

i guess i shouldn't worry so much about this thing..

i'm not planning to be a part of your future either,

i'm the selfish one,

not you, i'm sorry..

i realized that i'm wrong here,

i shouldn't ask you to stay anymore..

p/s: sayang i'm sorry, i should appreciate you more..

allvoices.com

2009-05-25T14:37:00.000-07:00

I received an offer from allvoices.com to become a part of them;)

currently @ denis's, eating BBQ -_-;; in the middle of the day, i know hhaha..

a pile of work;;

2009-05-24T22:11:00.000-07:00

arghhhhh. i have to get my business hw done if i want an A t-t;;

i shall start nowT^T

- p/s:
i went to san mon third street promenade yesterday & spent on l'occitane again HAHA-_-;;
*it's weird how we are @ the same district LOL

by the way, it's BBQ later^^

;)

2009-05-24T00:34:00.000-07:00

apparently i just learnt how to appreciate what i have, & i'm gonna cherish him while i could.

i'm a part of the ASGCC now, i was automatically elected since there were only three candidates and they have 3 spots opened. but i led the vote, proudly:D i won with 251 votes;)

the EOY party last night was a big success!!

i'm glad!

2009-05-19T09:52:00.001-07:00

Argh..
mass comm class couldnt get more boring /sigh, public speech later;) +meeting.my day doesnt end there, still have to complete my 9hr of languange lab>< *cries*

good& bad..

2009-05-18T20:10:00.000-07:00

newport was awesome yet tiring.. the crazy night was really fun, but the meeting was errr.. a turn off for me hahaha. i collapsed after the 7-hr meeting hahha.. that day i skipped dinner & just went to bed till midnight. roy dragged me out of the room for dinner but the rest were on my side, they scolded roy for not letting me sleep. hahhaha.. so i ended up skipping dinner & went back to bed:]]

with ayaka

all of us, except jessica mai and gg

i heard a good news, but it was followed by a bad one. well, i don't know. i can't decide if it's a bad one or a good one. it made me speechless. i'm happy yet i'm sad:(

i witnessed a magical moment

newport beach, loved.

2009-05-17T14:23:00.000-07:00

i'll update tonight darlings;)

gnna go cut my bangs with angie now!

-

2009-05-13T15:37:00.000-07:00

done with my research paper, studying mass comm tonight.

done with my flyer, i'll make my shortspeech soon.

business take home quiz& business hw -next on the line.

falling in love, i simply can't wait ♡

lalala..

2009-05-12T16:32:00.000-07:00

things that i'm gonna do tonight:
-do my flyer
-write my speech
-finish up my research paper

i hate how i am too stupid to finish up a paper in a night,
i always ended up sleeping.. :[

mass comm quiz this thursday, ch.8, 12, n 13;'(
major flood, don't think i could catch up with 3 chapters in a night T_T;

i've been sleeping at 3/4 a.m. too. /sigh/sigh..

posted from language lab, on my left is angie, on my right is koichi. LOL major boredom..

lie;

2009-05-11T10:37:00.000-07:00

i don't wanna lie

it'd be a lie if i tell him that i like him,

fact- i kinda hate him.

reason- he's not any different from any other guys.

i don't know, or perhaps i'm just jealous??

misplaced

2009-05-11T01:34:00.000-07:00

ohgoddddd... why am i so clumsy?

i was doing my paper, really.. i am still in the mood of doing it, if only i didn't misplace the guideline paper.. i don't remember anything, where did i put it? :(

HAH

2009-05-09T23:06:00.000-07:00

today we finished our shopping for the end-of-year party,

wasn't really finished, guess we were just devastated because no one really helped us, and it was only the three of us. we decided to just go on with what we have in mind, changing this and that & finally got whatever we felt like we could use.

as i said yesterday, i felt like spending a bomb,

i did, today.

it was crazy trust me.

i said i need a face lotion, i bought one today.

they have no laneige here, so i went for l'occitane, my favorite hand cream& body lotion shop & i bought the face lotion there.. i'm just gonna try it, if it's nice, i'll just keep buying it until i get a change to go to seoul and i'll get laneige there^^

i bought a small sling bag from H&M today, i bought it when i was thinking about the retreat next week. i won't bring fancy stuff (or maybe i will) as people might think that i'm ridiculous LOL; i don't really care though. i did some little touch to my bag, when it's done i'll put the picture here:)

bought a pair of flipflops for the retreat too.

bought 2 tanks, & a pair of jogging shorts. roy said finally i buy sth not related to my crazy sense, but i havent found any pair of jogging shoesss! or any sport shoes..

seriously today was epic haha.

with those people whom i really love;)

gg&roy&obba:D

hectic -

2009-05-08T23:02:00.000-07:00

hectic,

super hectic.

my days are just gone.. yeah.. like that.. without me realizing it..

i don't even remember when was the last time i went shopping,

kinda need to spend a bomb suddenly.. super mad, not really, just super tired..

it's not just a school..

being active is:x no regret though, or maybe today was just another hard day, hah..

to-do list:

1. graduation/end-of-year party decoration

2. short speech for public forum (ASGCC)

3. flyer (ASGCC)

4. study busad ch.10-14 for test

5. study masscomm ch.8,11-12 for quiz

6. masscomm research paper

7. busad hw

so now u see how studying is always at the bottom of my to-do list.. what can i do about it lol;;

reading list:

1. jane austen

2. catcher in the rye

to-buy list:

1. a pair of summer flip-flops

2. a pair of spring shoes

3. swimsuit?

4. skin care

/sigh, i can't wait for newport beach retreat next week!:(

i feel like i kinda dead now:x

being with that someone is something that i need right now..i don't need to think when i'm with him& he just has this aura that makes everything calm..i need to calm down, & slow down..

something to 3

2009-05-07T16:43:00.000-07:00

the H girl ruined my day, the MICs helped me signed my petition paper, the HJ girl simply made me wanna punch her in the face, M was just a nuisance to me now, G is a great company HA HA, and R, he simply saved the day.

2009-05-06T19:17:00.000-07:00

SangHeon Obba is now addicted to cooking mama:p should I say he's addicted? I think his marlboro light is his everything:( oh but he was concentrating super hard when he played haha, shud've taken picture of him playing!

currently: 183 friend requests;

roy and gg said, ignore them:]]

the sweetheart;)

2009-05-04T00:15:00.003-07:00

taken from daphy's blog;)

AQUARIUS- The Sweetheart

Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

everyday is a fashion show,

2009-05-03T22:27:00.000-07:00

life is the runway.

I'm pretty satisfied with what I've done so far. At least, I'm done with reviewing math & I know which part that I don't understand;) Now, I could just come up to obba and ask him to help me with those particular questions without wasting his time waiting for me to do questions one by one.

I've done 2 paragraphs of K's 2-page-essay that's due next week too! Although it's like only 1/8 of everything, but stillllll............

I have Eberts's research paper to go which due on 19th May, BusAd take home quiz on Saturday, the rest of K's essay &my social life:(

Seriously, I've been thinking about re-arranging my life. Manage my time properly, not easily influence by others around me, do what I think is right and not what others think right for me..

Wish me luck❤

Recently I have a hugeeee thing for tule skirt/ anything tutu& ballerina. I even thought about buying some ballet flats again! What in the world's happening to Jessi& her 4 inches heels? Well, I don't know..

Right at this second, I'm missing someone that I'm mad at:( not mad, disappointed I could say? Yeah, he's just someone that I can't really trust anymore.

I'm worried at another one, someone that's faithfully taking care of me..

life is full of choices;

choose the right one,

it's a happy ending.

choose the wrong one,

happy ending no more.

what i need..

2009-05-02T18:53:00.000-07:00

apparently today I decided that I had enough of strangers on the streets trying to talk to me &etc.

so, I'll get my driving permit asap. (or a bodyguard?):p

enough means enough, too much.. today there were around 5 /sigh.

or maybe I'm just too cute to walk around glendale alone? HA HA HA

I thought about it and this is my conclusion;)

What car should I get? HA HA HA.

I don't even have my permit yet, I should work hard and get my permit before thinking of what car to get.. righttt.....

m.a;

2009-05-02T07:25:00.000-07:00

dear the guy whose name starts with the first letter in the alphabet,

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

it's not your fault, not my fault..

i just want to go back and reset everything..

...

2009-05-01T17:29:00.000-07:00

Dont Wanna Try - Frankie J

tell me what's the use of holding on..

all I need now is you,

but you aren't there..

you made me turn down others who want me badly,

you made me turn down those who need me more than you..

you made me promise you, but..

seriously, i thought love should be wonderful:)

another monday.

2009-04-27T23:56:00.000-07:00

it's japan fair tomorrow & i'm excited!=]]

ryo-chan will wait for me in front of my dance building& giselle too? or no? i'll check with her again tmrw..

i'm supposed to be studying now > <

i think i won't sleep tonight. i have too much to do! i can catch some sleep tmrw, i'm not risking a midterm paper!^^;-

a piece of art..

2009-04-26T21:39:00.000-07:00

2 loads of laundry, burger king, and 2 chapters of mass communication.

*wow* who thinks that i'm not a jessica anymore?

ruffles;

2009-04-25T15:42:00.000-07:00

3. 3.1 Philip Lim

$375.00

http://www.eluxury.com/estore/browse/product_detail.jsp?id=12207404

2. Robert Rodriguez

$495.00

http://www.eluxury.com/estore/browse/product_detail.jsp?id=12203016

1. 3.1 Philip Lim

$575.00

http://www.eluxury.com/estore/browse/product_detail.jsp?id=12207471

I can imagine they match really well with the CK platform that I've been drooling for..

some other great finds:

http://www.net-a-porter.com/product/36978

http://www.net-a-porter.com/product/37944

http://www.net-a-porter.com/product/39892

ramblings..

2009-04-25T00:31:00.001-07:00

People may think that I lead a perfect life, but it isn't true.

No way I'm leading a perfect life. My life isn't perfect, just like anyone's else. It may seem perfect, yeah, the skin is perfect, but deep inside it, who knows what happened. Actually, no one cares.

People judge things only from what they see. They see me wearing good clothes, they see me smiling happily, skipping lightly from places to places in my cute little bow-ed shoes, they think I'm perfectly fine. They see me eating expensive food, they think I'm a rich girl. They just never seen me crying yet, they just never seen me in my frown yet.

People like me, people hate me. People love me.

I love people, I dislike some, I hate some too.

Some are just treating me basically like a contagious virus, I do that too, I admit it. Some others treating me like I'm a little princess, loving me, taking care of me, making sure I get what I want.

Another ones told me:

"You are so pretty, I'm jealous of you."

"I want a life like yours."

"I want to be you, great life, and every boy melts in front of you."

How about a day in my shoes dear?

You don't know how much I'm going through just to lead a perfect life, you just don't know yet how much I cried, how much I yelled behind all those perfect things that you see.

You just don't know how dreadful my life is.

I don't have a perfect shaped nose like some girls have, I don't have nice slender figure like some other girls, I don't have nice fingers like others do. I don't have stick legs like other girls do too.

I don't know how to make friends and how to just forgive and forget people's mistakes. I don't know how to make my friendship gets better. It's just so eerie. My life, yes..

& I don't always get what I want if you notice.

like how I don't get to be together with someone that I love..

fever+cold+dry lips

2009-04-24T09:50:00.000-07:00

what's happening to me?

1:01

2009-04-21T01:01:00.000-07:00

dear sh/ck obba,

i don't know how to thank you.

i guess i can never thank you enough,

thanks for being there when i need someone to talk to.

love,

jessica

dear ag,

i've been missing you a lot lately for no reason :(

xoxo.

2009-04-19T16:27:00.001-07:00

i don't know why, out of nowhere i had tears running thru my cheeks..

& it wouldn't stop. i don't know who to blame.

maybe because i miss someone too much..

or the sun is just too strong and i can't take it anymore..

either one..

spring break -'o9 =3

2009-04-19T10:52:00.000-07:00

say hi to jess& friends in san luis obispo;)

2009-04-17T17:04:00.000-07:00

hohoho.. hello world, ;)

sayanggsssss, i'm having fun here.

daphy & jesseeee HAHHAHA.

jessseeeeee: how's donald duck?

daphyyy: call me later hahahha, u know what, if what u said are true, i'm gnna kill myself tonight in my dream bcus i'm too happy hahhahaha..

i'm in an apple store hahaha.

i'll talk to you guys later;)

lovesssss, jessiii;)

2009-04-15T17:51:00.001-07:00

omg...i studied math!hahaha..im in coffee bean americana with 상허 오빠 kkkk..

2009-04-15T11:33:00.000-07:00

April 14, 2009.

I went to the zoo with Sang Heon obba;)

April 15, 2009.

it's a perfect day to snuggle inside your warm blanket.

it's cold today, i don't know if i'm still gonna study..

random;

2009-04-14T21:57:00.000-07:00

this is a really random post. just click the little x button if you don't wanna read shits hahaha..

1. I really need to dance, somehow.

I suddenly miss school, I wanna go back to school & dance. I really love dance classes somehow..

2. I miss modeling. I miss camera shutters. I miss posing in front of people. I miss the attention.

3. I'm really proud of myself. First, I didn't drink when my friends are all drinking. Second, I didn't play poker games.

That's all about it, I'm off now.

wishlist:x

2009-04-13T01:55:00.000-07:00

(again)?

seriously, i know i blog too much.

but i just can't help it..

i am so bored:x

i went to google and typed in "what should I do when I'm bored?", seriously I was that bored, hahaha and the website bored.com killed some times! i played the stick figurine game-_-;;

1. i still want the cher bag, especially times like this when I'm going on a road trip and I don't wanna make all my pretty bags dirty. however, my calculative mind keeps telling me cher bag isn't worth it! die;x what should i do? hahha.

2. i want a pair of sneakers. the one that i can use for jogging and basketball and running.

3. i still want that ck nude platform heels:x kill me please anyone?

4. i want some cash to go shopping, i have some now, but i want more. i know i'm greedy.

5. how i wish i can drive:x

me&

2009-04-12T18:12:00.000-07:00

my mood maker;)

first, i just wanna point out that the MICs tried to kill us last night by bringing expired food. & it's not like it is a 'just' expired food, it's a freaking 10-year-old expired food. the soft chocs were from 1999& the stupid reddish thingy were from 1998;

where should i start?

i think, a soulmate is a soulmate & a lover is a lover; they are 2 different things.

btw, someone told me that he doesn't care whether a pretty girl had done a plastic surgery before or not, because she comes out to be pretty and that's a good thing he said.

for me, we can never justify who's prettier if every guy has the same opinion. i just can't get myself to accept the fact that she's pretty just because she had gone under the knife and i know about it. to me, she's still an ugly brat who's trying too hard..

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yu-chan loves that bicycle

last night!,

we had our dinner at giselle's place, i loveee her imo! she cooks wonderful food!

there were guests, i love the little kids! they were just too adoreable! seriously.. especially yu-chan;D

it's funny how the kids love me & that little girl sophia likes sangheon oppa & yu-chan doesn't like giselle and he went picking his nose and throw it to her. that was too cute! roy talked to him, he's 2 years old. when roy asked him "onee-chan suki?" he was all shy, covering his face with his 2 little palms and went "sukiii" AWWWWWWWWW @-@ ;; he hugged me & kissed me when we were about to leave. btw, yu-chan listens to me & roy only hahaha..

roy was all jealous when we mentioned yu-chan again and again. he's like all sorry because he isn't as cute hahhahhahha.. yu-chan is half korean and half japanese, his mom is a korean and his dad is a japanese, he speaks korean and japanese and i believe english too! how cuteeeeeeeee!!!!

the cutest sentence that he could say is, "이거 뭐야?" (igo mwoya?) = what's this? with his squeaky voice hehhehe;p all the oppa said i have fallen for him hahha. i believe he'll grow up to be a really good-looking man.

a little party

2009-04-12T02:56:00.000-07:00

not really.

u know what, i hate this actually.
T^T;;

A;)

2009-04-11T07:49:00.000-07:00

I was worried about how I messed up my stage placement,

yesterday when the paper was given back to me,

I saw a perfect score of 15/15 = A.

I worried for nothing;x

I got another A for my ballet too!

Although it's not a perfect one, I'm still glad I got 14/15 which equals to an A hehe.

However, Mass Comm is still driving me crazy, I'm gonna see my instructor after the break and ask him for more assignments. Good, huh? Yeah, that's the privilege of being an international student. You can ask for as many extra credits as you want;)

I'm sure I'll ace my korean class.

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I had fun yesterday;)

I'm gonna have fun today too!

Spring break here I comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

no,

2009-04-09T22:26:00.000-07:00

Imagine,

4 months from today..

Am I gonna enjoy my days like how I enjoy today?

Will there still someone to take care of me like how he's taking care of me?

Is there anyone who can make me laugh like how he's trying to make me laugh everyday just because he wants to see me smiling?

Will there be anyone who would make fun of my short height?

Seriously, 4 months from today, I don't know where I'll be..

I don't know how Glendale will be...

I don't know how my days will be...

I don't know if I still wanna go to school...

There's a meeting, there's a farewell too,

I can't say no to it, I have to respect the choice that he had made,

a choice that he had made way earlier before I'm here.

If I had came earlier, maybe he won't leave.

Well, that's a maybe too.

I'm scared, I'm scared of a farewell..

I'm scared of losing someone,

someone that is important to me,

someone that is growing inside me..

I'm scared,

I'm scared of being left alone,

how would I survive without his guidance?

how would I decide things when he left?

I'm being more and more attached to him,

should I just run away now?

but no, I love what I have now.

I can't run away like that.

I don't wanna run away.

I love how everything is right now.

Maybe I should just start thinking how would I do without him here,

maybe I should start organizing myself and my thoughts and my feelings all over again..

culture shock;

2009-04-08T20:27:00.001-07:00

it was just a culture shock. i didn't mean it T_T;;;;;;

2009-04-08T00:37:00.000-07:00

it's been so long since i feel really secure:)

it's a little strange, but this is like a dirty little secret that i have to keep it to myself only.

i'm at schooolllllllllll...

2009-04-07T13:26:00.000-07:00

hohohoo, school's done today and i have nothing to do..

i don't know what should i do either, should be studying for korean test tomorrow but since open book is allowed why should i study? what's the point of studying then hahahha.

jesslynnn is back in singapore, webcam soon ya sayangggg;))

missing you so much!! ><

i have a business test on saturday 4 chapters.

but since i studied so much yesterday i don't feel like studying today T_T;;

언니 집에

2009-04-06T00:50:00.000-07:00

yyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, last night giselle slept over at my place and today, i'm at her place. lol;;
currently i'm still up studying and she's already asleep. i just wanna keep my promise hehe. i won't sleep till i'm done!:D

p/s: good night world;)

buffalo wings

2009-04-03T22:10:00.000-07:00

cajun, lemon pepper, hawaiian& teriyaki. that's what we had for the buffalo wings.

there were matthew, jiji, carlos, roy & me.

i cut my hair too todayyyyy:D *YAY* throw confettiiii, i've been wanting to cut my hair since like askfheiufhln year and finally today i got to do it. jiji cut hers too! roy just wanted to hang out with us, so he came with us. he said we look better with the new haircut;)

afterwards we drove to the grove, visited the hugeeee abercrombie which made roy spend $60 on 2 jackets. hahaha. he loveessss the jacket that he bought so much, as for me, i got myself a new skirt yayayayayayyy:D not from abercrombie, it's from a cute store:)

today was awesome! i'm done with busad ch.2 which left me with 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, and 9-_-; *die*

i still need to read mc 4-6 & study korean for midterm.

p/s: it's hard to decide whether i should go to yumcha tmrw or study:x

happy april the 1st.

2009-04-01T21:13:00.000-07:00

so this is how i started a new month.

needless to say, it's fckin' awesome.

tako night;)

2009-03-31T23:58:00.001-07:00

there was: us 1-set (mayuka, me, giselle), ryosuke, noriko, wynn, adan, tomason, koichi& his friends, and MIKEEEE the TAKO SENSEIII!!!

so school ended at 12 today and we were all bored, not knowing what we should do towards the day. we chatted quite some times in the cafetaria (as usual) and me& giselle was going to study to end our day when sangheon oppa comes back. tomason came to our rescue!! luckily=]

we were all suggesting, why not having a party now? as I am me, I was hesitating at first, but couldn't hesitate any longer when they mentioned 'HK MART' LOL. so we had a tako party! takoyakiiiiiiiiiiiiii!! .

we went to HK mart to get the ingredients, octopus and so onnn.. we made takoyaki, korean pancake& ddokboki, hmmm yuummmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyy;) everyone liked the korean pancake but the highlight was supposed to be takoyaki. kkkk.. we didn't think of inviting mike at first, but somehow in the middle of cutting the octopus mayuka had that brilliant idea of texting mike, just to tell him that we're making takoyakis, it turned out that he wanted to come so YAY:D believe or not, mike actually saved the day!! our 2 first bowls of batter were all too thick which resulting in not-so-edible tako although we all said it was good-_-;; hahhaha.

what did i do today? believe or not, i helped to prepare the food! i cut the octopus!! no joke:x i have a photo to proof that! but it's with mayuka, i'll post it once i get it from her:) that was my first time but mayuka said i did pretty good which roy didn't agree with.. he did better i know:// what girl can't cook huh?-_-

i helped in the making of the takoyakis too!:) me, roy and adan prepared the tako + mike when he came. mayuka, wynn, giselle & noriko were in the kitchen.

koichi came around 8-_-;; when the food was already prepared and served duhhh. lucky him!! hahaha.

it was awesome today! except that everyone didn't study and this is a midterm season:x!!

we are a bunch of good student!:D

i want

2009-03-30T00:02:00.000-07:00

a marc by marc polo tee.

new bag, i broke the zipper of my light pink bag.. a cher eco bag + a leather bag for everyday use.

ck nude platforms, i just can't forget you baby..\\

i'm writing this down so i won't forget what i want.

niteynites:)

a summer sunday in spring,

2009-03-29T14:05:00.000-07:00

HOT! :(

it's sunday again, & tomorrow will be another monday. it's scary how time flies really fast without us noticing it.

next week, it's already april & and mid-terms. scary how i haven't been studying really well. i should start making a study schedule like what 상헌 오빠 does. i should stay till 9 everyday too, and not in the cafetaria, but library. hahaha..

i'll do laundry today, sigh.. why am i so lazy? T_T;; i have to complete my korean homework and study for tomorrow's vocabulary test. i've been on zipia for too long today. it's my shopping fetish again..

i keep on listening to stand by me for some odd reason, but this song is sure beautiful.

Stand by me 날 바라봐줘 아직 사랑을 모르지만
Stand by me, look towards
Even though I don’t know love yet
Stand by me 날 지켜봐줘 아직 사랑에 서툴지만
Stand by me, protect me
because I am still clumsy at love

너를 볼수록 기분이 좋아져
My feelings get better as I look at you
나도 몰래 노래를 불러
I find myself randomly singing
한송이 장미를 사고 싶어진
I even want to buy a single rose
이런 내 모습 신기한데
this side of myself is so new

내 마음이 너에게 닿는 듯해
As my heart becomes closer to you
이 세상이 아름다워
the world becomes more beautiful
이런 설레임을 너도 느낀다면
If you feel my nervousness
부디 조금만 기다려줘
Will you wait just a little bit?

Together make it love Forever make it your smile
너의 환한 미소 가득히
Fill me with your bright smile
Together make it love Forever make it your smile
이제 내손을 내손을 잡아
Now hold my hands

Stand by me 날 바라봐줘 아직 사랑을 모르지만
Stand by me, look towards
Even though I don’t know love yet
Stand by me 날 지켜봐줘 아직 사랑에 서툴지만
Stand by me, protect me
because I am still clumsy at love

너를 알수록 가슴이 떨려와
The more I get to know you, my heart quivers
나는 그저 웃고만 있어
All I can do is smile
너에게 살며시 키스 해볼까
Shall I try to kiss you?
조금 니 맘에 다가설까
Will it get me a little closer to your heart?

내 마음이 어쩌면 사랑일까
Could these feelings be love
난 아직은 수줍은데
I’m still shy
아직 한걸음도 다가 서지못한
I haven’t even taken a single step to you
나의 사랑을 기다려줘
So please wait for my love

Together make it love Forever make it your smile
너의 환한 미소 가득히
Fill me with your bright smile
Together make it love Forever make it your smile
이제 조금씩 조금씩 갈게
I will slowly head towards you step by step

Stand by me 나를 바라봐줘
Stand by me, look towards me
좀 더 가까워 지고싶어
Somehow, I want to be closer to you
Stand by me 나를 지켜봐줘
Stand by me, protect me
좀 더 멋지게 보이고 싶어
I want to look a bit cooler to you

난 처음엔 몰랐어
I didn’t know at first
누군갈 바라보는게
How to begin to love
아직도 내 맘 몰라 그대는
I still don’t know my heart
그대를 사랑해
But I love you

Together make it love Forever make it your smile
너의 환한 미소 가득히
Fill me with your bright smile
Together make it love Forever make it your smile
이제 내손을 내손을 잡아
Now hold my hands

Stand by me 날 바라봐줘 아직 사랑을 모르지만
Stand by me, look towards
Even though I don’t know love yet
Stand by me 날 지켜봐줘 아직 사랑에 서툴지만
Stand by me, protect me
because I am still clumsy at love

isn't it pretttyyyy?

by the way i'm gonna go and do all the stuff that i have to do now ^^;;

he's one vain person that would brag about himself all day long

he's the one that wouldn't help girls with their shopping bags

he's the one who walks confidently like he's walking on the runway

he's the one who wears shades in a cloudy day

he's the one who would wear a t-shirt on a cold spring day

& acts like he's alright even though he's actually freezing

he's the one who would starve himself just because he doesn't like what's served

he's the one that claims he has nothing to fear of

he's the one that could take up 2 hours to just choose one t-shirt

he's the one who would complain that his stomach is bloated when he eats too much meat

& would go on a diet the next day

he's the one who would walk back to school just because i called him & wanted him back;)

my week

2009-03-28T22:01:00.000-07:00

thursday:

i can't remember what i did on thursday. but we went for a little party;)

mayuka, me&giselle + karen, judy&wynn+ tak oppa+sangheon oppa+ jiji&carlos + ryosuke mabuchi. hehe.. we went to korean bbq all you can eat which cost us only 13$ each person.

we were seated in 2 different tables because the tables were too small. that was according to tak oppa but i didn't think so.

it was carlos jiji me giselle ryosuke and tak oppa, sangheon oppa mayuka giselle karen judy wynn. somehow we were battling which table ate the most. BLAST we have roy in ours so automatically we won! and the other table was full of girls who don't eat + sangheon oppa doesn't eat much too. our table practically had 3 and a half plates of beef skirt, that's a lot! and the other table had only 2 plates LOL!!

in our table everyone of us ate 2 bowls of rice except jiji& roy, they had 1 and 3 respectively. on the other hand, the other table only had 1 each, poor them -_-;;;

oh come on it's all you can eat sooo......:p

afterwards, we went to noraebang HAHAH. had some fun:) dancing&singing hahaha xD

now i know tak oppa likes ballad song :pp

friday:

yesterday after school we decided to go to cheesecake factory (again!) i know we go there too much, why is it soooo near to us!!!? it's not our fault that we can't resist cheesecake factory.

funny thing was, each of us ordered a cheesecake for appetizer and had a cashiew chicken rice after that! HAHAHA the waiter was puzzled when he served our chicken rice, and he told us that we had a unique way of eating kkkk,

from cheesecake factory we went around americana, i went to calvin klein to check if my baby is still there t-t it's ironic, no? then we went across the street, galleria to meet ryosuke;)

today:

sangheon oppa was late-_-;; last night he said that he'll come before 12 but me&songju oppa woke him up with our calls after our class which was at 12-_-;

i wanted to go to the zoo, i don't know why. it was because i was too bored in the class i think and suddenly i thought of the zoo. LOL;;

Dan said the zoo has a baboon so i really wanted to gooooT+T but today oppa wasn't good, he wanted to study. so, no zoo T_T;;

we studied @ habit, ok erase that 'we' i think it was only songju oppa who studied. sangheon oppa did his homework & me? don't even ask. i did nothing. OH WELL, i did something. entertaining them by disturbing them hahahha..

im so sorry haven't been posting. but this week, it's such a pretty week for me;)

i feel so muchhhh better now:)

thanks friends!:)

p/s: i don't know what to do with my feelings;x

baby;

2009-03-25T21:41:00.001-07:00

i blow-dried my hair today and straightened it.

i was planning on meeting giselle unni at school @8, but probably everyone were too lazy so we met at 9 hahaha. but sangheon oppa said i was late LOL.

studied for business quiz's tomorrow for a bit in the morning before my dance class & continued after korean class. why didn't i study during the break that i had between my 2 classes? simply because i had too much laughs:p hanjoo oppa was there, how could i study? it's badddddd.. & tomason was there too. how could i concentrate on my paper? LOL; & mabuchi called me & hung out with us today. it's not a hang out just a little chilling session between my classes hahah.. anyway, he accompanied me till 4 eeeee i feel bad, really bad t.t not for mayuka hahaha.

today we realized that one of the men that has been hanging out with us is a hentai-_-;; oh noooo :(

somehow i feel more and more insecure. the good news for today is that one hentai has a girlfriend so he should stop bothering us the 1-set :p

& guess what? i stayed till 9 again LOL; what a great progress, no? i think if i can keep this up i'll somehow get As;p oh well, but i'm not done with my business study yet, gotta get back to it or i'll screw tomorrow's quiz!

i'm happy today^^!~ angelique knows my lil secret hahaha. she's such a sweetheart, i don't mind her knowing it:) she said i looked so happy when i sit next to him.

it's clear=] i'm like a pure water a clean water, transparency. hahhaa.

i'm looking forward to tomorrowwwwwww! we're having a korean bbq all you can eat YAY*********!!!!:D

p/s: sangheon oppa took me home today:)

9 pm T_T;;

2009-03-24T22:25:00.000-07:00

stayed @ school till 9 because sangheon oppa was studying. & giselle unni wanted me to accompany her. i studied a little too!:p ate our lateeeee dinner at tofu village and hanjoo oppa took me home.

today i had todai for lunch with judy & roy, mayuka didn't come. mayuka nappa T_T~ she ditched us T_T- after lunch we went to galleria. roy had to get some hangers while me& unni got our pink martenssss!! hahaha. we got the exact same pair. same size too-_-;; roy said they're cute with a reminder to call each other if we're wearing it to school (so we won't wear the same one) LOL!

i'm still sad that i couldn't work yet T_T i want that pair of nude ck platforms t.t

p/s: i'm still a baby!!!-_-;

WBC is driving me crazy;;

2009-03-23T22:04:00.000-07:00

for god's sake please someone help my korean neighbor downstair, he's been screaming on the top of his lungs just because finally korea is currently draw to japan 3-3.

& i can't study because of him.

i think he's a crazy guy-_-'';

edit: korea is losing to japan , 3-5 the guy downstair is probably too upset to scream now:( he's been quiet HAHHA;p

korea lost to japan with 3 to 5, no more screams & i shall go back to my papers. omedetto japan, the champion of WBC2009:)

sorry for the koreans T_T;; it's ironic eh eh?

so who's losing money for korea? hahha. who's earning some from japan? :D

끝

` ♡

2009-03-23T21:16:00.000-07:00

love is in the air..

sos os os osos,, tomorrow is Todai! YAY***** judy& ryosuke mabuchi are cominggggg &&& dr. martens with unni!!

song ju oppa helped mayuka& I revised business ad today;) kamsahamnida oppa;o

thursday will be korean bbq againnn!!=]

&&&& I GOT MY WORKING PERMIT TODAY FROM MARIAH!!! XD it was a short meeting. she called me in and i just said, i wanna work. then all i gotta do was convinced her that it won't bother my studies blahblahblah;) she's sooooo nice! she gave me the permission without any hesitate LOL;; but dammit, no working slots available at the moment.. I just can't wait any longer! WORK = MONEY = SHOES♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

i'm happy today;)

ex oh ex oh.,

jessica novia

fun,

2009-03-21T23:29:00.000-07:00

I was smiling widely before someone broke a bad news to me, a good news to the rest of the family. from that second, I can't smile anymore, I felt like my whole body was gonna drop to the ground anytime soon. restless.. and fake smiles. I even slept in Shrek 4D, oh well..

I don't know which one to choose. do u think it's my fault that i didn't tell them that i like him? oh well.

i had samgyeopsal today, gomawoyo oppa! that was the happiest moment of today, when i had samgyeopsal..

GEE♥

2009-03-20T23:16:00.000-07:00

I am in a 'GEE' mode

really, this is no joke. listen to it, read the translation and you'll know what I mean:)

!!!!!

1. 1460 WOMENS pink smooth Dr. Martens

http://www.dmusastore.com/p-2410-1460-w.aspx

$115

2. CK cali strappy platform shoes

$125

3. A bag from urbanoutfitters that I can't find the picture online.

It's in pink. It can be used as a backpack!/ sling bag.

$68

4&5: I want Dr. Martens in black & white too!-_-;;;;

p/s: need to go shopping soon, it's getting hotter&hotter!:D

thursday night& friday night

2009-03-20T08:26:00.000-07:00

we are 1 set : jessica, mayuka, & giselle.

had fun last night, we went to santa monica. it was cold there! we were all in our stupid spring-y outfit, don't blame us, we went straight there from school hahaha.

anyway, we saw Zac Efron ;p he's short-_-;; & isn't as handsome as I imagined HAHHA expect him to look like a normal person! met Andy& Mike to at the yoghurt shop where we saw Efron.

I'll be back tonight and edit this post;) I don't wanna run to school without make up todayT_T yesterday was horrible!

good choice

2009-03-18T23:09:00.000-07:00

seriously, I swear I won't watch 꽃보다 남자 till I'm done with revising, well not today too.

probably will be tomorrow, i'll bring laptop to school and catch it with HyoJin Unni;P

okay i'm insaneeee, i'm still not done with revising T_T;;

but i think i made a good decision this time. really it was hard. hanging out @ cheesecake factory? who would say no? IT'S THE FREAKING CHEESECAKE T_T;;;* who could resist? i'm good today. hahhaha!! ;D

okay i'm gonna go back to my notes & sleep after that. 8 30 class tomorrow :x

YAY*

2009-03-18T19:22:00.001-07:00

today wasn't cold at all! it was really really hot indeed! & this should be a good sign;)

summer? HAHAHA~ anyway it's all about dilemma now -_-;;

it's kinda hard right? life is full of choices. and you can't regret it later on.

*TT_TT*

you know;)

2009-03-16T00:47:00.001-07:00

it wasn't a normal day.

it was good hanging out and meeting new people here;)

at least i won't feel so lonely anymore haha;

mayuka& giselle unni& I;)

biggest thanks for today is to Tomason.

it's all because of him or else we won't get to know those cool people!

thanks to Andy & Mike too for bringing us to the observatory:)

photos later ne! it's with mayuka:)

i just can't put myself to bed;phot

2009-03-15T04:25:00.000-07:00

yes, i need someone to tuck me in;)

not necessarily, this jk/ jd/ jh lol, it doesn't matter actually since I have one.

photos from friday, we have our brunch @ cheesecake factory, yumyum.

it's when the cheese melts inside your mouth,

HyoJin Unni=]

Mayuka Onee-Chan

we caught shopaholic afterwards & finally went home. tomorrow's gonna be fun! IF, if I could wake up.

'till next time;)

ayam penyet

2009-03-13T21:27:00.003-07:00

out of sudden, i have this urge to eat ayam penyet with the sambal terasi, oh no:x

anyone knows where i can get that thing here in LA T_T

friday, the 13th.

2009-03-13T20:15:00.000-07:00

happy friday the 13th:x i had fun!:)

sunshine;)

2009-03-13T00:42:00.000-07:00

endorphin?

this feeling,

it's beautiful, perfect.

it's like,

really me.

i feel like a sunshine today,

blooming,

finally after the long & cold winter..

i'll always be the sunshine,

the one who shines your life.

my sunflower;)

it's when you see me right thru my eyes,

you'll know the answer is there.

it's when you smiled back to me,

i know you're mine..

not one or two,

but uncountable,

too much, baby..

that's how much i love you

& you know,

we belong together..

p/s: what's with me today? so cheesy hahha;) i'm just shining brighter than any other days:)

-----------------------------------------

It's funny how the 3 of us talked about things today.

Mayuka, HyoJin unni & I were questioning ourselves, how many friends we have so far.

That question has an exact answer, all of us were laughing at how we only have less than 10 friends so far, while we have been always together and not feeling lonely even a bit. Then we proceed with another stupid question, "How to make friends?". I even asked Noriko onee-chan. We couldn't find the answer yet, me too. All of us were clueless to be exact.

Mayuka said to us, "Jessica you're my first friend and my bestfriend here ne!"

"Me toooooo!" I replied her. Hyojin unni was also saying about how me&mayuka are her first friends too!

call that coincidence, or fate?

I believe I should treasure what I have now, great pals;)

+kayoko+gg&bf+noriko&tomason+clare+2 other girls in my ballet class which I don't remember their name yet+ai&ayaka from choreographer+daiki&mizuki(koichi?-_-;)

I'll make that name list longer, and longer, and longer.

I'll make a good schedule:)

I'll go for volunteering.

I'll settle my life=]

It's a good day today;)

welcome back sunshine!! ~

mm;)

2009-03-11T19:30:00.001-07:00

today seems brighter and warmer than usual,

it must be you;)

editt//

btw what should i do with the people who added me in facebook? - i don't know them fyi;)

edittttt////

i'm having a severe headache but this is what i did, stupid me :x

i can't stand having long bangs thoo SO, i cut my bangs-_-;

what do you think?-_-;;;

p/s:

headache headache. i need someone to calm me down,

school and school and school.

i cant get my schedule right. friends / study?

hang out / library?

sigh i'm in a big deep trouble.

i know i am.

i promised myself to make everything straight,

it's not there yet.

i think i'm making enemies unconciously;

where's my smile?

bad day, huh?

it's just too heavy.

not there yet;

he's so fine,

yet he's not really the one,

why smiled?

no! not that.

how does telegraph affect the culture?

no, not that one too.

i'm jessica, no?

where's the smile?

i'm the smiley, yes?

at least that's what i believe i am and people think i am.

i've changed, but i'm still lacking here and there.

i need to mean it, like what i said,

do it like you mean it,

i will.

2009-03-11T01:41:00.000-07:00

난 주구싶어 . 너무 힘들어.,

monday. cafetaria;

2009-03-09T14:03:00.000-07:00

bored & bored & bored..

when I have to wait till 4, it's boring:((

mayuka & I are wearing the same blazer to school today. we bought it together last week /duhhhhh what a telepathy!;)

dance was fun! we didn't get the first place thoo, but second is good enough=]]

korea next, at 4-_-;;; 2 hours to go! I hope 유 선생님 turns up today & not late!

I'll be back later tonight;)

ediittttt//

so I just got back from school, it's Daiki again, but today with Mizuki hehe;)

it was boring & I mean it, Bryan was sleeping a lot, the others went out and in the class including me (I didn't mean it thooo, I needed to go to the restroom:p)

another monday;)

2009-03-09T02:06:00.000-07:00

i realized that i haven't been writing ey?

i have a great accompany in school everyday, onee chan(mayuka) & kayoko too!

i made some friends;) there're some that i totally forget their names-_-;; i'm not good at remembering names sorry! ai, my japanese choreographer; we are in a group with jasmine & hosae. dance 101 is fun! with ai & her hip-hop moves hehe. i might be taking up hiphop next semester;)

i havent took my english and math test yet. bummerrrr. i always forget these two important things! i need to take the test asap so i can take the classes next semester!:)

ballet is a pain in the ass! OUCH;p

nawww joking! ballet is an artistic dance form performed to music using precise and highly formalized set steps and gestures. it's not as hard as these words might seem, if you put your heart into it, nothing's gonna be a problem:) not only apply to ballet, but to everything.

tomorrow is another monday. i'm looking forward to it! i'll be meeting my buddies & dance & of course korea 101. & my dearest buddies. i love to tease the korea teacher as he's a bit ... hahaha, he might be thinking what a scary little thing i am, his wallet is gucci and his shirt is polo! LOL; that was last week, what's tomorrow?

i have decided that i should work next semester:) after calculating, if i could work full 15hrs/week i should be able to earn $120 per week. 120x4 for one month, that's 480. isn't that a lot of money? hahaha. okay i know i'm being a little weird but the fact that i'm a shopaholic and i tend to go crazy over shoes, i should earn my own bucks and go shopping with it. i needa stop wasting my parents' money!! LOL;D maybe i should go for an internship? or should i work on campus? orrr maybe a japanese restaurant? hahaha. free foooodddddddd!=D

i love this japanese buffet restaurant located besides nordstorm. they have fantastic food!.

like really:D they pay you$8/hour. not including tipsssssssss;)

i have quizzes coming up& i need to start studyingggggggggggggg&revisingggggg T_T it's really heartbreaking to start opening books again, it's been too long! i'm going to the universal studio on the 21st, organized by the international student club organization which i'm in. getting involved is fun;)

tomorrow i'll go to YMCA with mayuka to submit our application form. volunteer service hahaha;p how generous jessica is, yes? i miss my buddies back in singapore/surabaya. they are all sweet hearts:(

oh well, i'll see them in no time! for now, i have all my great great buddies here to take care of me;) well, since i'm a baby they are all taking care of me;p

say hi to the new header

2009-03-08T10:25:00.000-07:00

see my new header? hahha:p one of my babies, expect more to come. she's just one of my little humble collection;)

i had a wonderful saturday make-over with mayuka. well we simply had nothing to do & she wanted to do my hair and my eyes. she used her curler to curl my hair & made this little smokey eyes.

the big eye effect created by the shadow;

i love mayuka! she's like the japanese version of daphy LOL

tataaa;)

KITTY KOUTURE

2009-03-06T19:43:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA!! SHIRLYYY DAPHYYYYYYYY you guys might wanna kill me now;p

the cute -hi-

2009-03-05T19:56:00.000-08:00

2 little babies

mayuka&jess

they posed for me!;p

mr. you know who, did a cute hi- gesture! these 2 girls have huge eyes and long lashes!!

can i just post photos this time? i really have nothing to talk about today hahha;p

D & K

2009-03-04T19:20:00.000-08:00

after school

before school

so this is cooolll!!! HAHAHA today is <3<3<3

dear jesslyn,

today i went home safely again & you shud know who sent me home.

but this time mr.K tagged along because he didn't have his car with him = leaving it at home and walk to school. the tree of us went home together. mr.D sent mr.K off first lol, but that doesn't matter, keep reading.

today was rather a fun day, we were dancing to our own choreo & i added some stuff in for Ai (my choreographer). korea class was fun! we played skit:)

mr.you-know-who ( JESSLYNNN U KNOW WHO), made faces & i asked him why and he just 'hehehe'-ing me+ today he did a bubble face. it's not there yet jess.

lastly, when we went to the parking lot, mr.D couldn't find his car (again!) & then we were walking pretty aimlessly until he spot his car. when we reached his car...

(to be continued on msn..)

HAHAHAHHA i know you'll be like (JESSNOOOOVVVVV CONTINUEEEE)

nawww i'm not gnna tell everyone, just me & jesslyn HAHHA.

today's rate:7/10 (K was sweet)

tataaaa;)

my school is scary,

2009-03-03T19:00:00.000-08:00

try this:
http://seoulbeats.com/2009/03/quiz-which-f4-is-perfect-for-you/

& here you go! i got jihoo & woobin, tie; WOW. I love going to theme parks! dragging my boyfriend along with me, that's my dream date. hahha. & i love flowers, roses too!
but when it comes to style, the heavenly white is just sooooooo sweetttt !!
and the line “It’s not a dream because you’re right in front of me.” is just too sweet too! jihoo the sweet guy, & woobin the badass hahha.

i went to little tokyo with noriko san and mayuka san.
&&&&&& I WANNA GO TO UNIVERSAL STUDIO! pray that astle scott will excuse me and mayuka from his class!*

ehhh nothing much besides goin to school doin homework dancin and socializing.
lot's of scary things happened including being approach by some unwanted men who wanted to socialize with me&mayuka. that's plain scary to me TT_TT;;
& the fact that a lot of people from the int'l student office know my name it's ///arrrghhhhh!hahhaa, but getting involve in school's activity is fun:)

so, pictures for jesslynnnnn;)

.

2009-03-01T12:48:00.000-08:00

& single ladies;

3am;

2009-03-01T03:08:00.000-08:00

i just wanna spin around and dance

well it's 3 am and i'm not asleep yet.

blame my professor, why don't professors just announce if they are to have quizzes?

i hate everything being unannounced, and i have to be prepared for a just-in-case.

i hate my thick textbook!!!!!!!

currently: moody:(

shopping with mayuka<3

2009-02-28T22:11:00.000-08:00

vocabulary for today:

yabbaiiiiii = hot? err i forgot-_-;;

hontoni = really

kawaii = cute

nande? = why

we had busad 101 today till 11.30! hahaha mr. astle scott dismissed the class one hour earlier HURRAAAYYYY !!

but mayuka had another lame food& beverage labor cost class until 4-_-;;

so i went to the library and copied busad tb and studied for a bit until when jeff saw me sitting on the armchair then he asked me whether i wanna come with him to the study room. & then the story began.. we began talking and basically i couldn't concentrate anymore on my paper HAHHA, but suddenly he got a call from his gf;p

it was so cute when his girlfriend came in to the study room and then went out with only staying around 5 minutes? i was like -was it because of me? but he said no so yeah, then he ran out to catch her & i told him to take care of her and the story ended like that.

not long after he left, i went out of the study room and logged in to my facebook & you know the rest of the story.

next time i'm gnna take polaroid photos with mayuka since she's so into my polaroid pictures!

내 머리가 나빠서;

2009-02-27T20:05:00.000-08:00

currently playing : Because I'm a Fool - Kim Hyun Joong (accoustic)

내 머리는 너무나 나빠서

because I'm so foolish
너 하나밖에 난 모르고

I don't know anyone else but you
다른 사람을 보고있는 넌

you, who's looking at someone else
이런 내마음도 모르겠지

you probably don't know how I feel

너의 하루에 나란 없겠지

there's no me in your day
또 추억조차 없겠지만

probably not even in your memories
너만 바라만 보고있는 난

but I'm still looking only at you
자꾸 눈물이 흐르고있어

as my tears continue to fall

너의 뒷모습을 보는것도 난 행복이야

I'm happy even seeing your back
아직 나의 마음을 몰라도

you probably still don't know my heart
끝내 스치듯이 가도
in the end, you pass by me like a wind

니가 너무 보고싶은 날엔

the day when I miss you so much
너무 견디기 힘든 날에는

the day when it's too hard to bear
너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아

the words "I love you" are dancing on my lips
혼자 다시 또 crying for you

once again, alone, crying for you
혼자 다시 또 missing for you

once again, alone, missing for you
Baby, I love you. I'm waiting for you

baby, I love you. I'm waiting for you

너의 하루에 난 없겠지

there is no me in your day
또 기억조차 없겠지만

probably not even in your memories
너만 바라만 보고있는 나

but I'm still looking at you, only
혼자 추억을 만들고 있어

making memories by myself

내겐 사랑이란 아름다운 상처같아

to me, love is like a beautiful wound
너의 예쁜 미소를 보아도
although I see your pretty smile,

함께 난 웃지도 못해
I can't smile without you

니가 너무 생각나는 날엔
the day when I keep thinking about you

가슴 시리고 슬픈 날에는
the day when my heart is cold and upset

니가 보고싶다 입가에 맴돌아
the words "I miss you" are dancing on my lips

혼자 다시 또 crying for you

once again, alone, crying for you

혼자 다시 또 missing for you
once again, aline, missing for you

Baby, I love you. I'm waiting for you
baby I love you, I'm waiting for you

(브릿지)
Bye bye never say good bye
bye bye never say goodbye

이렇게 잡지 못하지만

though I can't hold onto you like this
I need you 아무 말도 못해

I need you, I can't say anything else

I want you 바래도 다시 바래도
I want you I wish again and again

(후렴-엔딩)
니가 너무 보고싶은 날엔

the day when I miss you
너무 견디기 힘든 날에는

the day when it's too hard to beard
너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아

the words "I love you" are dancing on my lips
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
once again, alone, crying for you
니가 너무 생각나는 날엔

the day when you fill up my thoughts
너무 견디기 힘든 날에는

the day when my heart grows cold and I'm sad
너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아

the words "i love you" are dancing on my lips
혼자 다시 또 crying for you

once again, alone, crying for you
혼자 다시 또 missing for you

once again, alone, missing for you
Baby I love you, I'm waiting for you..

baby I love you, I'm waiting for you..

library

2009-02-25T14:55:00.000-08:00

yo! hhaha. i have korea 101 at 4 and it's still 3 30:)

here am i after reading the first chapter of mcomm book, blogging;p

tatataaaaaaa im gnna get some ricekrispies before go to classsss!

mcomm101- 1ch. behind-_-;

2009-02-24T13:46:00.000-08:00

i hate reading TB, call me lazy t.t''

so i'm one chapter behind and i need to read that chapter now!! & not blogging-_-;;;;

1.5+1.5+1+3+5+3(busad 101)=15 HAHAHAHA;p

no piano for me, stupid schedule crashing here and there ARGHHHHHHHHH :((((((

but i won't have much time to fool around still!

my completed korean hangeul work;

welcome, books!

welcome, pens!

welcome, papers!

lastly,

welcome, ONLINE SHOPPIIINNNGGGGGGG!;)

i made some friends again!-_-;; i think i'll keep on makin new friends anyway;)

am i lucky today or what?

2009-02-23T23:26:00.001-08:00

busad 101 teachear just replied me and i could go into his class.

i think i'm lucky today;)

hopefully mr. jin (piano teacher) will have space for me too so the greedy me will be satisfied!

oh well, let's just think like that.

edit: call me lucky, mr jin has space for me!

JiHoo's great hairstyle and his gaze;

it was raining & i have 12 units:)

2009-02-23T21:57:00.000-08:00

YAY:)))))))

so the hell is over;)

i'm enrolled in korea 101 +5, mcomm (mass comm) 101 +3, dance 101 +1.5& 110 +1.5, stdv 103 +1= 12 units! it's the minimum for f-1 visa student><;;

i e-mailed the piano instructor and hopefully he has some spots left for me!! still thinkin to take human bio / history. i am just not satisfied with my units number-_-;;;;;;;;

I KNOW I'M GREEDYYYYY:p

have a good day peepppssss!;)

p/s: i'm happy and i'm watchin BOF 15; i made a friend! (oh! was that one or some?)

i'm supposed to read ch.1 of mcomm because i am late but here i am -_-;;;;

i don't know-

2009-02-22T19:38:00.000-08:00

i don't know what am i doing now.

i'm supposed to check what's the G.Ed requirement for my college and start choosing classes or start planning at least. but oh dear me, i have been stupidly looking for jobs since yesterday!

not that i need one, it's just that, i want to try working on my own! -_-;; i sound ridiculous i know.

ever since i met nisha in korea, i was thinking that teaching in korea shouldn't be that bad. so, last night i was crazily on the net searching for every information and tips about it. i found some good ones:) & this morning my crazy fashion sense stroke me and all of a sudden i was like, " i should go for some fashion internship! " oh who would want to hire me! i don't write that great enough for a writing job. so i seek some information for this too & i promise myself to work harder in vocabulary this semester! HAHAHA.

here's some links that helped me on this:

http://www.misscouturable.blogspot.com/2007/12/christmas-internship-advice-for-my.html

http://www.ed2010.com

http://www.dailyfashionjobs.com

http://freefashioninternships.com

http://www.freefashioninterntips.blogspot.com

http://mastheadbound.wordpress.com

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i want this!

www.shoewawa.com/2009/02/win_a_gucci_bag.html

i thought i was lucky enough to be in the states but, i guess not so!

my mr. JH;

2009-02-22T02:11:00.000-08:00

anyone doesn't agree with this hair?

I absolutely in love with this style! i think he read my mind secretly and cut his hair after that.

i've been longing for this;)

hmm?

2009-02-21T00:34:00.001-08:00

warning:

this entry is full of words, close the window if you wanna see pictures. and it isn't a happy-go-lucky me who wrote this. this entry is probably by i-wanna-die jess.

i am in no condition to blog or to brag.

i am over-stressed & it is the main root of the current very big ulcer.

i am in no mood for anything. don't talk to me about school. what the heck the school is doing, only god knows.

how the heck does a 97% of english listening/speaking test result still doesn't prove that i'm capable of doing english 101. how the heck does a 88% of english grammar test result OMG I'M SO GOING CRAZY WHAT BULLSHIT IS THIS I DON'T THINK I CAN HANDLE THIS ANYMORE, I'M SO MAD!

i hate myself even more when i knew that macbook air is definitely not the right choice for me. yeah, since i saw minhye unni's pink samsung nc-10. and it's a lot smaller than this shitty mac air i'm using now.

i know a lot of you would probably think that i'm crazy or sth. i burst out suddenly?/ i seldom get mad. i keep things to myself. i miss a lot of people back home. maybe i never said this before but i really feel that i don't belong here. why so? since the moment i stepped to an american land, i keep thinking to myself, "is this for real?". when i went to gcc for the first time it was like, "i don't think i belong here." i know you probably are thinking that i am such a timid one, but i actually am a timid girl. i'm not as brave as you think but i might seem. i think i watch dramas because truthfully i want to cry, but i need a reason to cry. so if i cry while watching dramas people wouldn't question me why. i sound so naive, ain't i?

there's only a place i want to go,

there's only a place i believe i'm supposed to go.

i know that place would make me feel a lot lighter than this.

i have too much on my shoulder.

i know you WOULD help me and support me.

imu.

PHOTOOOOOOOOOOOO <3333

2009-02-19T18:41:00.001-08:00

sooooooo, i finally found the photo booth for mac!!! (don't laughhhh i know nan neo mu pa bo, mac is killing me)

here am i, chingu!! i was so excited that i found the photo booth & i decided to play with it;)

this is what i wore today.